Thursday, July 31, 2008

Dave on A



So I'm walking from Spit 16 (Source Magazine poetry/hip hop thing) I'm walking up avenue A observing all the freakilisciousness stop and get a blackberry and banana shake and this white boy (man, I should say) on this weird ass looking bike. Vintage wheels. Anyway. He talking sum old,"I want you to model for sum paintings" And usually I'm very weary of white men equipped with cameras and the like (Me and Aja had a bad experience last summer) that I meet on the humble. But he didnt seen odd, just his bike. I gave him my info looked him up and he is pretty cool. He was that crazy ass that jumped off the 6 story building on a sheet of steel, wrapped in tinsel and Xmasery shit. He is a amazing. I love dare devils and escaped artists.


David is the wrestler to the left by the way. Check out his website.

www.impactaddict.com

**chuch**

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Early Morning

Yeah...guess who I got a phone call from this morning?

Saturday, July 26, 2008



The universe played a wicked trick on me last night. I'm not a downtown club person but listen. In a downtown club, on the humble, on a thursday night when I'm usually working...stands a motherfucker that looks just like Carlito. I mean this dude had his round ass head, with the wings on his back, short and stocky. I thought he was this dude so much I started looking at his teeth..crowded at the bottom, chipped and gapped at the top just like Carlito. But upon further inspection he had a scar on his face and he looked way younger like my age. But he he could have been dude twin. So I was just standing their starin at this asshole who had the nerve to look like my ex. I was staring at him so hard he actually turned right into my glance.

Then this dude had the audacity to follow me around and kept asking me to dance. I finally said,"Pa, I have been avoiding you all night because you look like sumone I used to deal with. Your face is literally hurting me." "Wow. Thats rough." he smiled and walked away...he kept looking at me the whole time. When he left he came up to me, gave me a hug and said see you around.

I could have cried. More so for the reason because me and carlito never officially broke up. I just stopped answering my phone for like 3 weeks. Then I blocked his number. After I put away the grudge I decided to call him for father's day (he has a daughter) and his phone was off. So I dont know how to feel. Definatlely not heart broken I dont do those. Its just a small voidness in my idle hours that manifest when Im reminded him...

I cant even drink Mo no more this is a sad state of affairs...

Cathedral and St. Mark's Comrades


I dont know why but I've been running into mad bitches that I used to go to school with. Funny thing is we werent really cool (I didnt do girlfriends in school, too chatty and stupid) but now its like we chill. I dont know if its them or me. Alot of my old classmates tell me I'm completly different...hello...10 years later? But anyways its cool to make friends with the chicks I was mortal enemies with in grade school...its like copacetic. One chick goes out with my cousin (yeah more on that later) and the the other 2 is party heads who have asked me to accompany in there escapades. i could neve refuse cool party heads and ill bashments

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Constellation of a Block Star in a Dufflebag Near You

Yeah its been a long hard process. Much blood sweat and tears. Much leafing through my notebooks I been keeping for the last 3 years. But finally after my 10 years in the poetry game I'm self publishing my first compilation of poems and prose. Owww. I'm muy happy with myself I never thought that last year around this same time I would be publishing a book of any scale.
I had much time to reflect on these things. After coming out unscathed in the streets of Harlem and Brooklyn, 3 asshole boyfriends and occasionally run ins with the NYPD (figurative and literatively) and the death of my childhood friend Channel I was still able to produce work of substance. Even though I had vowed to myself at one point that I would never write again because I was finding out how ugly the world is and I didnt think writing about it would do much (how stupid was I?).
She never left me I just thought she had. Who can appreciate beauty without sunlight?

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Don't Sleep on Nas

First off I dont have a problem with the word nigger. Never did. Even before I found out that
1. In Brazil calling a woman a nigga is compliment
2. In Kemmet an ancient language "nighar" translates to "to God"
3. In Senegal "nigger" has always meant friend
4. The Buddha studied from a group of dark skinned asians called "niggers"
5. "Nigger" "Nigga" "Nighar" translates into several languages througout Afrika and Asia as "all knowing"

So it gets me tight when people make ruckuses about words that they do not even study...duh

Thursday, July 10, 2008

On Sleeping

Wise men say those who sleep on their backs are closer to their 7th circuit of conciousness...and to think of all my boyfriends who slept on their stomachs...And even the one who loved me the most who didnt...

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Yo....dead ass....im so there



My lil sister, sidekick and ride or die just got peppered sprayed by the the boys

Friday, July 04, 2008

Good Way to Start off the Day

found sum good loving in Hollywood last night lol

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Trying to be like Ghandi but these pussies wanna push me...

i dont want to go into details but sum lame ass suge knight looking nigga owed me sum money. He giving me a whole bunch of who shot john. Then started laughing at me. Like my dude if u think im living foolish cool but dont laugh at me when u taking money out me and mines pocket? What part of the game is that and I'm female...but basically I "blacked" as Charles Hamilton calls it but instead of doing it in the booth i did it with the booth. thats right ladies and gentlemen I beat that bitch nigga with a microphone stand and broke the gate to the mic and the stand. My dude Cash the nigga thats been recording me accapella, im sorry (it was his shit i broke on this nigga head). But niggas really need to watch their company. In fact niggas just need to treat niggas like they would want to be treated themselves. Then we wont have split lips and knots on our big abnormally shaped yogi bear looking headz...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

I love a man dedicated to my vagina

I watched a lecture from Dr. Donald Torry. He is mad cool. Sexy and older (yummy) He is the only doctor I've seen thus far that looks like Rick James. Attire and hair, everything. He basically broke down how you suppose to having a period is good. Real deep shit I cant go into. But I highly recommend the tree of conciousness series...its a collection of lectures, documentaries, autobiographies, movies and news reels for the people that reside outside the matrix. Availible on the dvd stands on 125th.

Vegetarianism is reaffirmed. owwwwww!

Friday, June 27, 2008

Hmm...

I'm having very strange dreams

Thursday, June 26, 2008

cool random weekend



Little boys from the Dipset block (151 b/w amsterdam and broadway) are so funny. I was walking up the road and this little boy ran off the stoop, stopped right in front of me, rub his hands down my thighs and smacked them. Now obviously if this was a grown man I would have been pissed and swinging, but it was so innocent. He probably seen his mother and father doing that. Lol. His mother snatched him away and was laughing hard too but the shit was so random my lil sister wanted to take a pic. We did. And their mother who was like 9 months pregnant was selling nutcrackers so we got the strawberry daquari joints and it turned into a completly funny night. I love Harlem.

farewell

i wonder how it would be to move away. Abandon all that i know. And start again from scratch? I think I was phoenix in my past life

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Damn myspace starting panic

I had remarked on sumthing I was doing this week and sum of my ppls thought I was throwing in the towel with the poetry buissness. Not so much that as getting my barings. I just realize sumthing integral I need to work every other week and concentrate on my art everyday. To keep me in the style I'm accustomed. Its not so much materialism than being a dandy Deans tend to do that. Some of my comrades who live off their poetry tell me to come into the fold...i walk straight tho. Dancing is an art too.

Yute speak da truth

i dont dig the materialistic and paper chase but my sister said sumthing profound and its my truth right now,"the only niggas u need is benjamins for hubbies. grants on the late night..."
my dollars are starting to get strained

A reason why I dont trust doctors....

NYPost.com

NEW YORK — Hundreds of people who took an HIV test at New York City clinics between November 2007 and April of this year were incorrectly told they tested positive for the virus, the New York Post reported Sunday.

In total, 213 people reportedly tested positive for the virus after taking a rapid mouth-swab HIV test manufactured by OraSure technologies.

The reason for the incorrect results is being investigated by the Department of Health, the Post reported.

In the meantime, the DOH has stopped using the swab test, which was first introduced to New York City clinics in 2005.

But Dr. Susan Blank, assistant DOH commissioner and director of the bureau of STD control, told the Post that all individuals who were found to be positive after taking the swab test were immediately given another test — one that required a blood sample.

"Nobody was misled or harmed," Blank said.







(yeah thats what ya'll bastards think....)

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

FDA pissing me off first thing in the morning


WASHINGTON (AP) - The Food and Drug Administration is cracking down on teas, supplements, creams and other products that falsely claim to cure, treat or prevent cancer even though they are not agency-approved drugs. All are available for sale on the Internet.

The agency has sent 25 warning letters to companies and individuals marketing these products, FDA officials said Tuesday. Twenty-three of the letters went to domestic companies and two to foreign individuals.

FDA officials said the statements made about these products are dangerous because they could prevent a patient from seeking proper treatment for cancer. They could also harm a cancer patient by interacting with other drugs the patient is taking.

"FDA is very concerned that consumers will purchase these products on the Internet and use them instead of products that have been proven safe and effective," said Michael Levy, director of the agency's new drugs and labeling compliance division.

The letters criticized unproven claims made about these products including the ability to "destroy the enzyme on DNA responsible for cancer cells," and the power to "neutralize" carcinogens. One product's Web site had a testimonial claiming it had cured a patient's skin cancer in three days, according to one of the letters.

The ingredients of these unproven treatments include bloodroot, shark cartilage, coral calcium, cesium, ellagic acid, and a variety of mushrooms among other products.

Officials said that if the warnings are not heeded, the agency could take action including seizure of the products and criminal prosecution.

"Health fraud has been around for years, and it is a cruel form of greed," said David Elder, director of the agency's enforcement office. "Fraud involving cancer treatments can be especially heartless."


(but wait didnt the FDA go to the Supreme Court with sumone who actually cured cancer...not to mention aids, diabetes sickle cell, lupus and a whole slew of next shit...lol (now peep this)



"HERBALIST TAKES ON SUPREME COURT AND FOUND TO CURE AIDS, CANCER AND OTHERS" Latrina M. Patrick (December 10, 1997)

While the world is in search of cures for terminal diseases like AIDS and Cancer, one man claims to have already done so.
Alfred Bowman, who is a Honduran Herbalist, also known as Dr. Sebi, said he has found the cure to AIDS, Cancer, Sickle Cell Anemia, Diabetes, and numerous others however, when he made this miraculous claim 10 years ago, he wasn’t commended….he was ARRESTED & JAILED.
In 1985, Dr. Sebi placed an ad in The Amsterdam News, The New York Post, and The Village Voice claiming to have cured AIDS and other diseases. The ad read: “AIDS HAS BEEN CURED BY THE USHA RESEARCH INSTITUTE, AND WE SPECIALIZE IN CURES FOR SICKLE CELL, LUPUS, BLINDNESS, HERPES, CANCER AND OTHERS.”
The ad ran for two years before it was noticed by the Attorney General of New York, who began to question Dr. Sebi’s claim. Dr.Sebi was instructed to remove the ad, and when he refused, within days he was served with arrest warrant. The read out from the Grand Jury read: “Mr. Alfred Bowman AKA Dr. Sebi, you are hereby charged with practicing medicine without a license, selling products not approved by the FDA (Federal Drug Administration), and claiming to cure AIDS, and other diseases which is a fraudulent claim.”
The problem with Dr. Sebi’s claim was that not only was he not a medical doctor, but he was healing people by methods that were “unscientific”. Dr. Sebi was healing and curing diseases through the use of herbs. Incidently, his title as a doctor comes from being a herbologist.
His claim of healing diseases through the use of herbs wasn’t based on theory, but instead based on fact because he was a living testimony. “I was weighing 280 lbs, my asthma increased, Diabetes became present, and at 28, I was impotent. I had visited the urologist, endocrinologist, internal medicine, and general practitioner. My weight increased, my diabetes increased, and my sex didn’t come back,” Dr. Sebi explained.
After numerous attempts to conquer his medical problems failed, he was referred to Mexico, where he bought some herbs and fasted for 94 days. “At the end of 94 days, I’d lost 89 lbs, I didn’t have diabetes, I didn’t have asthma, I was not impotent, and I threw away my glasses,” he said.
Dr. Sebi looks at herbs from a different perspective, his beliefs are based on principals directly from the Bible. “God said the herbs are for the healing of the nation. (Genesis 1:29, Ezekial 47:12). So, if you think God didn’t know what he was doing, we have just committed our biggest mistake. If we don’t believe God that the herbs are a healing of the nation, then we can go to a man by the name of Hypocrites,” he stated.
Hypocrites was recorded as being the world’s first doctor, and according to Dr.Sebi, he cured everyone with herbs. “Every disease known to man, he cured with plants. God said the herbs work, Hypocrites used herbs 365 years before Christ was born.” He continued, “many times we hear people say that only Jesus heals, well Jesus used herbs too, but there were people healing long before Jesus. That is not to discredit Jesus, it’s just that God said the herbs are for the healing of the nations.”
Unfortunately, for Dr. Sebi, the Attorney General and the State of New York were not willing to accept this methodology, and as a result they began to cause problems for him and his institute, problems he’d anticipated.
“We heard many times that when you put and ad in the newspaper saying that you cure a disease, you go to jail, especially with AIDS. Well I kept hearing that for years, even the healers in New York said that I was going to jail,” he said. And jail is exactly where he went. After refusing to comply with the demands of the Attorney General he was sent to jail. After a few days had passed, his luck began to change.
“About a week of being in jail the Judge said, would you please let Mr. Alfredo Bowman, or Dr. Sebi out and have him come to my office. I went to your honor’s chambers. He said, ‘so you are the man who isn’t afraid to take on the world. ‘I said, that’s a piece of cake. He said why, I said because everyone is on the quantum theory, the little bubble, and life is outside of that.
He said, “may I ask you a question?…Why do you claim to cure AIDS?” I said, well I have a mother, I have a nation, I have myself that I represent, you being a judge, you already know why I say I cure AIDS.”
Dr. Sebi continued, “he looked at the lady that was sitting at the table and he turned to her and said, did you all investigate this man before you arrested him, because he claims to cure AIDS. Did you investigate the man? She said, “No.” The judge said, “well, the answer he just gave me, he cures AIDS, you all are in trouble.”
Dr. Sebi was later found not guilty by the state of New York, and the Supreme Court because he was indeed curing people of various diseases. The prosecuting attorney said Dr. Sebi’s methods were unscientific, and accused him of being out of his mind, but Dr. Sebi was able to convince the court of his methodology.
“I showed them when you have sinusitis, what’s in the nasal passage, they said mucous. When you have bronchitis, what’s in the bronchial tubes, they said mucous. And when you have pneumonia what’s in the lungs they said mucous. And when you have Diabetes what is obstructing the pancreas passages?…Mucous again. Everything is mucous, from AIDS to blindness is mucous in the system that needs to be swept out,” Dr. Sebi explained.
Dr. Sebi has compounded those things and formed his institute, and he also has a factory where he manufacture's his products.
There are many herbal products on the market today, but Dr. Sebi said they are different from his products for two reasons: (1) they are not healing any diseases, because (2) they are man made products.
“The herbalists instead of using God’s herbs, they are using man made herbs. That is their biggest mistake and it continues to be their greatest mistake. When God made plants he made them complete, the molecular structure is complete. When man makes plants the molecular structure is incomplete, and there is an acid base,” he said.
Dr. Sebi’s wife, Matune, said the fact that they use natural herbs is what makes them different than most others. “We offer electric food that is natural to us. We are all electric. To live life is electrical. There is nothing in the supermarket that is alive. The only electric food is in the forest, “she said.
Dr. Sebi further explained, “All natural plants that God made are electrical. Everything that he made is electrical. The body is electrical, so you need electric food for an electric body, not a dead food.”
Dr. Sebi never received a formal education. He never even went to kindergarten, and he attributes his ability to understanding this perspective to his lack of education. “If I had gone to school I would have been embedded to a particular philosophy that would have prevented me from venturing into this larger spectrum that exists today that most people can not see because we are tied to a very small perimeter instead of venturing out.”
He said some of examples of plants that are being recommended to consumers that are not made by nature and God are peppermint, aloe vera, comfrey, and carrots…to name a few. He also said the only way for consumers to find out more about the differences between man made and nature made is through educating themselves.
In order for Dr. Sebi to establish himself with not only the courts, but to the people who sought cures was through proven, documented cases of people who were actually healed, people other than himself. He has cured numerous cases of AIDS, Cancer, Diabetes, and other diseases from people throughout the United States, and other countries. He recalled the first case of AIDS he actually treated and cured through herbs.
“A young man came to me with AIDS, who was sent to me from Memorial Hospital in Boston. He was about to die, and he had his coffin in the hospital already. The young man was from Washington, D.C., and the then Financial Independence Magazine Editor called me and said “have you ever treated AIDS?” I said no. But she had seen people who came to me with Sickle Cell Anemia, with Leukemia, and with blindness that were cured in Washington, D.C. She saw that much to encourage her to think that I may be of some use with AIDS.
I said, “ I have never cured AIDS before.” She said my brother-in-law’s brother has AIDS, do you want to treat him? I was in Puerto Rico at the time, and I told her to fly to New York, where I have a center on the corner of Flatbush and 5th Ave. I told her to go there and I will call the attendant and tell her what to give you. She did, and she flew to Boston and that evening she was there.”
He continued, “Mike was in the bed groaning, and moaning with Pneumocystic Pneumonia, and his coffin in the room. That was Saturday. They gave Mike the Herbs, and he opened his eyes about four hours later. Sunday morning Mike was sitting on the bed. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, he’s bathing himself. Two weeks later they kick him out of the hospital. He came back two months later, and they said he no longer had AIDS, that they must have made a mistake.”
Dr. Sebi said he saved that one diagnostic sheet, and soon after, “a Haitian came, another Haitian came, a Latin American from Puerto Rico came. When I had accumulated 5 AIDS patients that were cured, I began taking ads out in the newspapers telling the world I had cured AIDS.
Accompanying Dr. Sebi on his recent visit to Albany Georgia was one of his patients, Zaahirah, who is currently treating, and she had her own testimony to share. “I had been in a car accident, which happened in Philadelphia. I’ve seen over 35 doctors, I’ve had all kinds of treatments, and all kinds of tests, and nothing worked. The last doctor I’ve seen he gave me a lot of information about fasting and cures. I decided I had to do this myself. So I got a lot of information, and then I met Dr. Sebi about a month or so ago. I started on his products. Before I couldn’t walk, and they told me I should be in a wheelchair, but I refused to do that. I had a cane, and I always had to hold on. I couldn’t walk from my door to my car, it was too far.
Since I’ve been taking his products I’m still limping, but the pain is totally gone. I’m walking without holding on. I’m walking better than I have in four years. October 22, 1993, I had this accident, but it has made a big difference. I had heard about him when I was in Philadelphia years ago, but I never thought I’d get a chance to meet him, no one knew how to get his products. It was prior to the accident that I’d heard of him, but I never thought I’d meet him, so when I met him I was elated.”
He continues to cure hundreds of people through his herbs. He offers several packages to consumers, the ultimate of which consists of the total treatment in Honduras at his Holistic Village, “It has hot springs on it with effervescent springs and sulfur saunas. People go there from all over the world to be healed,” he said.

(and thats a little biased just those 2 points of view so im posting a patient's blog)

I was fortunate enough to be able to visit the USHA Healing Village in Honduras. It was truly a blessing to be able to see Dr. Sebi's work in person. The people in the surrounding villages have many stories to tell of how Sebi has healed their loved ones. I have included the following link so that you can view my pictures.

http://www.pbase.com/nkiru/usha_healing_village

A typical day at the village will include drinking bitter herbs three times a day (morning, noon, and evening). There is a natural sauna and thermal baths. The difference between hot and thermal springs is that thermal springs are “precipitated by volcanic activity, which means that the water has a high concentration of sulphur and phosphorous. Not so for a hot spring. A hot spring is precipitated through a bed of geolite that’s under the ground and as you know geolite is a mineral that boils water - that doesn’t necessarily make it thermal…one has sulphur and phosphorous and oxygen in large amounts…It means that the body is receiving a large amount of hydrogen iron concentration that relaxes the body immediately. It plays a very good role on the central nervous system – stress is gone immediately after you enter the water.”


The atmosphere is perfect and conducive for fasting and relaxing. The vegan meals are prepared fresh and are excellent and tasty.

Please come back to the forum and let me know what you think of the pictures and if you have any questions about the village. Note: Most of the pictures are from Dr. Sebi's village; toward the end there are some photo's from Roatan, one of the Bay Islands which are also a part of Honduras. Dr. Sebi's village is on the mainland.

I highly recommend that if you are able to travel to Honduras that you visit the village. One of the great wonders of travel (to Honduras or anywhere elso) is that a journey far from home can actually take us deep inside ourselves. When we surround ourselves with new locations, the dusty tangles of everyday worries and responsibilites drop away, and we see our lives in a new light. With this release, a vacation becomes more than just "time off". After all, the word vacation comes from the Latin word vacare, which means "to be empty or free". A journey from home is the quickest, most effective route to this very special kind of freedom. It not only offers the opportunity to "empty" yourself, but to fill up with more positive ways of being.

I hope you enjoy the pictures.

Peace & Healing,

Aiyoka

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So the first article said that people who have been diagnosed will not actively seek medication right? Do to these fraudalent claims of cures and thing. But the FDA can kiss my ass and this is coming from sumone who actually got Cancer...I'll take my chances with the mushroom because unlike a ominous little white pill or a needle. A mushroom essentially comes from out the ground. Fucking assholes. They want to kill us off...if I had a dick this is when I'd say suck it

No compromise BABY!!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Early Morn

I need a friggin waffle yo...I'm hungry but I dont have an umbrellla to brave the wheather....

Y I Dont Like Being Stationary


I was walking up St. Mark's and bumped into these totally chill dudes from Columbia we was talking gov.t, school systems, work ethic...work zombies. Real intrging shit. And I usually dont pick up strays (random person) off the stree and have a 45 minute conversation with them. I'm glad I ventured to the Nuyorican.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Good Idea


Have you ever seen that movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? Shit was hot. For those who didnt see it it was about a couple who broke up and had a procedure administered that completely wiped out all traces of each other in their memories. Ironically they get back together (not really ironic but oh well) and roses. I dont want a fresh start I just want to erase person x from my memory. Everything reminds me of person x....pancakes...nightmare on elm street...moet...happy feet...summer...Hov...LIRR...The Entourage...red clam sauce...duffle bag boy...Coach..so not fair.

You know how thoughts just pop into your head. Its happening to me at the most inoppurtuned timed.

Daddy Day Eve

"Fuck him" is a bit too strong. But when I think about his transgressions in my youth I get pissy.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Private

Someone keeps calling me private. I dont know who it is I think it is one of 2 of my exes. So by process of elimanation I came to the conclusion that it isnt my ex joint from Queens its this dude I used to deal with. Wanna know how i did it? The person who called me was outside shorty in Queens stay in his house called him private and i couldnt hear nothign in the backround. So predictable.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Little Bastards and Bitch Ass Po Lice

Okay sum I'm coming hom from the hope center. Minding my buisiness and the sum cops nearly hit me in they car. I said,"Wat are you doing?" the cop driving aint say shit but this ugly bitch with glasses on the side of the car gonna say,"Shut up you crazy bitch!" now me being the lil spit fire that I AM go to the precinct. They trying to make me report the incident another day. Why dont we just let it go..,blah blah fucking blah. When the bitch came into the precint she was still popping shit. Calling me out of my name. So I'm yelling screaming calling internal affairs writing down everyones badge number all types of shit. Then they start acting nice. Kept me waiting for an hour when they said it was going to be 3. Tried to fuck up my complaint paper work and I made them type it over until it was to my satisfaction.
So I left.
Whilst walking up Lenox avenue a bunch of stupid lil grown niggas gonna wet me with like 7 bottles of water. I chased them assholes around for a while. I threw my plate of food at them now I'm hungry.
Oh and my feature was cancelled today because the air conditioner dont work at the venue...love love loving this week.

Monday, June 09, 2008

Coney Island



The only thing I dont like about Coney Island is the the trip out there




but if you wid friends its trillz





you already know im a freak for bright colors esp. PINK




I look sexy in the sand.....





I really do

Hot 97

As I write this it is literally 97 d. outside. And I made a point of going to the Hope Center so sumeone off the smug staff could say sum bullshit about me wearing my shorts. They didnt...damn. I wanted to act ignorant. You know we dont know how to act in this weather

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Things I've Noticed in the Past 3 Weeks

1) The Ramones are the truth
2) Sum things dont change
3) Coney Island is still my favorite place in the world
4) I'm a tasty little pound cake
5) Writing is my calling
6) I got good quality friends (Judy D., Tersit, Lauren, Aja, Silky)
7) Life is sooooooooo good

Friday, May 30, 2008

I week in the life of a Harlem Rock Star Gal



Me at Marlo's ripping the mic before my brother Rainmaker make his feature owwwww



Me and my best friend Judy lokoing for mice just playing



Dressed like Ghetto Woman (super heroine) with my lovely god child Zion...yea and she is prettier than UR baby lol



If it wasnt for those Chuchifrito stands in the middle of Washington Heights @ 3 in the mornign I would be a vegetarian right now. FUCK!!!




Taking care of bizness



I am Ihops most loyal customer lol. Go ask the staff



This is me @ The Rooselvelt High School Talent Showcase with Miss B. The illest MC in Washington DC. The Freedom School with booking agent Tenisha Percell. It rained the whole time we were there ;(



Did I tell you story how I got kidnapped by a crazy vegetarian who wouldnt let me eat a Philly Cheese Steak sandwich in Philly? Well after we escaped we went to Bob Evans with KD and Destination. I had sum banging hot cakes with vanilla pudding in the middles and strawberry/banana sauce on top...cuz I'm a princess duh!!!





Went to Pop's house (Abiodun) everybody was getting shitface drunk and doing poetry. We were definatly on our limerick ish. And Aja graced us with her beautiful voice and Taliban scarf



Me and Albe acting straight fools. Yea we were drunk



This is my road dog Jessica Rabbit AKA Souletic

She has a nasty flo so fellas better watch out

Friday, May 23, 2008

Cali, France, London and Amsterdam.

I'm being booked by Skoolboye going on tour with dem. And I'm a Wordstock Poet under Regie Mason (alongside Rainmaker and D Black, heavyhitters) going on a eastside tour then a Europe. I'm blessed yo. Cuz this time last year I didnt know I would go so far in so little time. I guess hard work pay off. And nice guys dont finish last.

**chuch**

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Maybe I'm High but...


I used to collect old skool comics. Marvels being my favorite. Now I didnt read them I just collected them. But all this hype about Ironman got me thinking. The original Iron Man in the 60s and 70s was black. So why is the dude in the movie white? They giveth and taketh away. aint that dqa fuckin truth?

the above strip is takin from #225

So...

I signed the contract this evening I am officially on tour. Luckily though it doesnt really conflict with work and play and I guess I'll be going on tour in the middle of this one because the tour dates are 2 weeks apart from each other. So I guess I can hit up the areas we dont

Child Support

I'm 21 and apparently still on it. I aint broke no mo bitches! Lol

Smack and old man? YES!

Okay me and my road dog Rainmaker is in the Hope Center on the computers conducting various shit we have to do for the tour coming up. I walk outside to smoke a ciggarette and sum old man says to Rain,"If that was my girl I wouldnt have her dressed like that..." Bear in mind I had on full length jeans, jacket then only thing he had a problem with was my midriff. So I spit back,"You need to mind your fucking bizness. I'm grown like you grown and can wear watever the fuck I want." This nigga walks away so I follow him every step. I'm trying to have a decent dialogue with partner and this nigga call me a "whore" So I start calling him all types of bastards, old mother fuckers and rah rah rah. Then I had to stop. And it came clear into my head. I'm gonna punch that fool in his mouth ne4xt time I see him or get sumone to fuck him up. Now on a normal day I wouldnt have cared, but I'm hungry, broke and have to perform tonight on a full stomach.
Who made this motherfucker the "Ho Patrol"?
Cuz there was a bunch a niggas on the corner selling weed to the yute. Now I wonder if he ever told those fools to stop selling halucenigens to grade schoolers? Because I DO! I guess everyone wants to be some kind of police. Old men suck. The last of the good died when mine passed. Cuz if my grandfather seen me he would have said,"If one of these fools holla at you make sure they take you shopping!"
Had 2 end on a positive note lol

Broken arm? Newwark and ish

yo my arm still hasnt heeled. I now know what it feels like to be an artist living from hand to mouth. I mean its cool. The only thing I'm missing is Mary Jane. Went to Jersey last night killed the microphone. Got asked to feature at sum next club in downtown New Wark and everythig is running smooth. I'm going to the Key Club tonight the place I will be featuring at in the near future. Owwwwwww! wats going on now is that I'm petitioning my ex boyfriends for reperations. They are forming a queue and I'll be colllecting money througout the day. That sounds a little bit ish but you know I'm a good girl. If all else fails I will be panhandling. Oh yeah just because I'm fresh and fly dont mean i dont panhandle lol.
I didnt know how much my ex boyfriend companionship meant to me until I went to Jersey a couple of days ago. I had 7 dollars in my pocket (after Time Warner, Verizon and the rent). Enough for an orange juice and sum weed. I broke into tears. Whatever. I wouldnt go back to someone just because their pockets are chubby.
This is the period where my love for poetry will be tested. I'll pass. Believe me, with flying colors.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

1116? Not Quite but fuck it.

Okay. I got signed to go on a 17 city, 35 university college/high school tour. Its kinda *uckd up that it is happening right around the time I wanted to do my 1116 tour, But I'm getting paid, paid well and I still have to write new materials for the college tour so when it comes to my solo mission I have more than enough. More than enough. (sorry ir beared repeatign) My arm has recovered somewhat so tommorw I'm going to work. Get ready for the things come up. Its kicking off within the next 3 monthish. So of course I need sneakers, dresses and some time to design my signatire shit. I got DJ lessons (sad isnt it) and modeling classes to go to.
I'm being stretched thin. Too thin. I wonder how I dont let my mask slip.
I'm also starting to look my age.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

DJ Fairytalez



That's hot right? How I used my stripper name for my DJ name? Tell me that ish dont sound hot though? And my name dont just sound good I was having a very intriging conversation with DJ Disciple (house music , huge on the UK circuit) and I figured out my signature sound using the theory that sum songs need intro and others need warning labels. And I'm going to do that...how, you may ask? Wait til I start spinning bitches....coming to a club across the pond heifers. Whats the point of djing in the US when the guap and adventure is out of country.

Poet, MC, DJ? I'm making myself very well rounded this year.

Broke Ass

Aint been to work since Monday. Sprained arm. Occupational Hazard. Damn those pole tricks.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Penn and Teller-Airing dem out


I was watching Penn and Teller tonight they were talking about Gun Control. And I love these dudes for the simple fact that they break shit down from both sides and the answer is clear cut to anyone with common sense.
Guns dont kill people, people kill people. If every chick in america had gun niggas would think twice before robbing or raping them. If niggas is already robbing, raping, killing, extorting and doing all this debauchery what makes you think that they wont break one of the 20,000 laws enforced for gun control? Duh. Fucking duh.
What if we abolished all guns? Well then we would be completly defenseless against the NYPD, LAPD, FSPD, all pds, CIA, National Guard, whomever got the shit that can round us up and fuck us over. think hard on it.
And I personally believe like Thomas Jefferson that there needs to be a revolution at least 20 years to kick tyrants out and keep fresh minds behind the desks that run our great nation. I aint no patriot but I wave a flag and sum toast on Harlem's behalf and all hoods. I'm gutta like that I guess.
I'm ready for Marshall Law is you?

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Surprisingly...

I do have class and I know when to act like a lady.

Fucking Tired (Weak Chest)

Because dead ass. I love blogging. And I cant do it because I have reherse, spit, and get to the club on time.
I eventually knew I would have to travel into the realm of adulthood. But I'm a child at heart that means sans 9 to 5 or any job I got to work 8 hours. Alast I got to work to look fly because I going on a block money strike. Except from the dudes that make it rain on me.
So I need to make enuf money to pay bills my poetry bookings dont cover. And besides that I want to buy a house in Honduras so I saving my money hard body. Then there is the book, the LP, the publishing company and the record label.
And if somewhat important to me you know I'm suffering from an affliction that makes it hard for me to breath let alone. Stand on my feet and climb poles all night. Thank you Newpipe and the World Health Organization. For all the cancer patients you have produced.
The only thing good I can say about that is that I debuted at Bada Bing's Gentlemen's Club and was recieved very lovingly by bartenders and customers...Made sum decent guap for it to be a Monday night.
I'm off to Philly this Friday for the R.A.N.D.O.M. showcase. Got to get sum fly kicks and sum gold leggings because I'm the feature. Yayyy!!!
Watever God is in attendance I want to thank him because I really blew up since I've been on my open mic and slam bizness. I'm getting booked sum serious paper for a chick who can barely memorize her shit. I think my Grandpa watching over me...for real thank u Mr. Dean



Him: when you do that thing with your mouth you remind me of Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman...
Me: WHAT???????!!!!!!!!
Him: I mean when when u stuff breakfast food in your mouth. Why? Whatchu thought I meant?

(give me the serenity)

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

And in this episode of my My Harlem Daughter...

I was a bad girl and went to Queens this weekend. Much weed was smoked, petron drank and no resolution to this problem...i punched the shit out this nigga though. I dont liked being pinched and poked

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Flav (Short Open Letter)

I hate you. I love that you brought yourself back from the grave. U a black man getting money. By fuck up means but you got 7 kids so I can understand. But the constant mockery of love is hurting and it sets an a example for black yute to test out 20 something people "to try and find love". Black people are a endangered species if you aint notice.
On a personal note you ugly as hell. Stop wearing your hair like your satan. Your mother look like a frog. So she need to stay off tv. And stop participating in this bafoonery. please...

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Jersey Girl

I like Jersey for sum reason. Maybe its all the sexy men on Market wid they dreds. Granted they are corner huggers but at least they dont cat call me to death. They just say Hi and keep it moving. He is a distant memory as I explore new horizons....

Me and Indigo

Brazil and Barbados on da wall

Meow

Dont *uck wid the skip


Funny he used to live out here too

Howard...I'm Home

I thought I wasnt even going to make it out there becaus ethe New JErsey Transit train stop running at 1 in the morning and I'm too retarded to do the path train...
but had to run up to 32nd and 6th to do it anyway

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made it to Tenisha's shop before everyone and was shivering in my white in the rain with no umbrella

BurJazz Hair Salon

Then there is a major problem there is 15 heads and its only a 8 passenger whip so we had to kick sum people out the whip but whilst doing that the police that had parked on the corner doing illicit behavior decided to give us a ticket

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So we took the ticket. And went on our way. I woke up crossing the Deleware Bridge and it was hot as shit so we had to get sum tea and cigarette

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So we had 3 hours left but we was chillin

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When we got to DC we took sum pics in front of the Malcolm X mural

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but I needed a dutch and I couldnt find one

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when we got to Howard I just decided to reherse

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all of a sudden upon being in front of these conossieurs of hip hop I got kinda nervous

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But everything went good got sum DJ tips from the local talent

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met Miss B (thank God for female MCs)

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made sum friends

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met sum boys

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and on my way home on the NJ Transit I was so proud of myself. Travelling is sum kind of inebriation even if its 3 states away

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