This is cliche but.....

I'm so special
I'm so special
I'm so special
so special
so special
so special

had to get the yard out...

Trying to be like Ghandi but these pussies wanna push me...

i dont want to go into details but sum lame ass suge knight looking nigga owed me sum money. He giving me a whole bunch of who shot john. Then started laughing at me. Like my dude if u think im living foolish cool but dont laugh at me when u taking money out me and mines pocket? What part of the game is that and I'm female...but basically I "blacked" as Charles Hamilton calls it but instead of doing it in the booth i did it with the booth. thats right ladies and gentlemen I beat that bitch nigga with a microphone stand and broke the gate to the mic and the stand. My dude Cash the nigga thats been recording me accapella, im sorry (it was his shit i broke on this nigga head). But niggas really need to watch their company. In fact niggas just need to treat niggas like they would want to be treated themselves. Then we wont have split lips and knots on our big abnormally shaped yogi bear looking headz...

Hot 97

As I write this it is literally 97 d. outside. And I made a point of going to the Hope Center so sumeone off the smug staff could say sum bullshit about me wearing my shorts. They didnt...damn. I wanted to act ignorant. You know we dont know how to act in this weather

Smack and old man? YES!

Okay me and my road dog Rainmaker is in the Hope Center on the computers conducting various shit we have to do for the tour coming up. I walk outside to smoke a ciggarette and sum old man says to Rain,"If that was my girl I wouldnt have her dressed like that..." Bear in mind I had on full length jeans, jacket then only thing he had a problem with was my midriff. So I spit back,"You need to mind your fucking bizness. I'm grown like you grown and can wear watever the fuck I want." This nigga walks away so I follow him every step. I'm trying to have a decent dialogue with partner and this nigga call me a "whore" So I start calling him all types of bastards, old mother fuckers and rah rah rah. Then I had to stop. And it came clear into my head. I'm gonna punch that fool in his mouth ne4xt time I see him or get sumone to fuck him up. Now on a normal day I wouldnt have cared, but I'm hungry, broke and have to perform tonight on a full stomach.
Who made this motherfucker the "Ho Patrol"?
Cuz there was a bunch a niggas on the corner selling weed to the yute. Now I wonder if he ever told those fools to stop selling halucenigens to grade schoolers? Because I DO! I guess everyone wants to be some kind of police. Old men suck. The last of the good died when mine passed. Cuz if my grandfather seen me he would have said,"If one of these fools holla at you make sure they take you shopping!"
Had 2 end on a positive note lol

Broke Ass

Aint been to work since Monday. Sprained arm. Occupational Hazard. Damn those pole tricks.

Celibacy?

Does celibacy exclude masturbation?

I cant believe I'm still alive...

Its 1:10 March 30. And I just realized I havent been to sleep in 32 hours...that is a personal best for me. I tried to cop a wink in the VIP room but the leather on the seats was too cold and everyone was driving me insane...

Pace (make me want to go to college again lol)

So my home girl Aja blew all dem fake poets out the water on Friday night @ Pace University. She performed the "The Young" which is personally my favorite piece from her (besides Ree, Ree, Ree) and sum hotness called "Awe Full" (love poem that has a crazy play on words). Also blessing the mic was Black Ice (Def Jam Poet) and my other home girl Frenchie Davis. It felt right and suitable to be listening to poetry just before Trey Songz got on stage. There were also sum hot comedians some white dude from Def Comedy Jam (his name escapes me) and this lovely chick with an afro named Dawn B. And whoever that Asian dude was who was lighting up that violin was fire too. It was the best show I been to in a while and it was more than a pleasure to grab his (Songz) franks in beans when he got on stage. There is nothing wrong with molesting singers....and yes it is big ladiez lol