Randomly Walking

I bumped into Sciryl and Charles Hamilton last night. IT was kinda awkward because I been engaged in booth genocide, then got caught in the rain and was having a bad hair day. But there was love there. It's good to see my ppls doing their thing. Sciryl just came out with his album S.C.O.O.P. (Slight Change of Plans) and Charles was on the the cover of XXL this month.
It was inspiring. Nah thats corny. It gave me a jolt to see my niggas accomplish and pull off something better than great because it came from them organically no ready made shit. Sciryl been on his grind since 14 @ Urban Word has been on DEf Poetry Jam and anyone who is an early Charles listener remembers him roaming the streets of Harlem letting everyone hear his latest hot shit (lol memories of summer 07)
This newness in the game is so good. Owww!

Cathedral and St. Mark's Comrades

I dont know why but I've been running into mad bitches that I used to go to school with. Funny thing is we werent really cool (I didnt do girlfriends in school, too chatty and stupid) but now its like we chill. I dont know if its them or me. Alot of my old classmates tell me I'm completly different...hello...10 years later? But anyways its cool to make friends with the chicks I was mortal enemies with in grade school...its like copacetic. One chick goes out with my cousin (yeah more on that later) and the the other 2 is party heads who have asked me to accompany in there escapades. i could neve refuse cool party heads and ill bashments

Care for a Swim?

Aqua Teen Hunger Force is mad subliminal. I'm feeling it in small doses.
Mad references to the illuminati lol

Family Guy is the truth
I feel Meg's pain

Why dont they start running Daria on Adultswim she was the shit...

I miss the official Boondocks when they was actually dropping knowledge. I love "nigga this" and nigga that" but every fucking episode? EVERY 1? Why is Aaron McGruder shaming himself like this?

14 Flashback

Its like I'm running into every asshole I paid sum attention to in my adolescence.
Okay, so I'm coming home with my chick Nay. She live right next door to me and she happened to be a feature at the club I was at tonight. We get a ride home together and I mean as soon as I hop out the whip and get my "dancer bag" this asshole I loss my virginity too (maybe that isnt the right term) step up and tries to holla but he notice it was me til I swept the hair out my face. He looked at Nay looked at me then asked where we was going and hollered at she. I comes back downstairs to walk my dog and this nigga still outside. It was like 5 in morning what the fuck was he doing? Even crackheadz sleep at that hour but anyway. He push up on me and asked me if I was "stripping" and I said "no, I'm bartending". I usually dont bitch up in front of niggas but that nigga got a "special" place in my chest. Not love in any form or fashion, not even like, its more like a seething hate.
Basically he told niggas that he rubbed chapped stick on my butt and dicked me down. In actuality he was drunk and didnt know where he was sticking it so I rubbed the chapstick on my cooty and bent over. I never told him I was a virgin so he assumed that he was in my butt. One day I'm walking out the Deli and this nigga scream in front of the whole 40 wolves crew that he fucked me in my ass. I HAD TO MOVE. Niggas would follow me home from school and say that shit. I was talking to one of my mother's friends she walked off and sum little niggas came out his face. When she turned around and looked at me I could have died.
I went to Brooklyn and aint come back all summer and half the fucking fall yo. Imagine being "that chick" and you aint? They was saying that shit so much I had to move before I started to believe it. Then came the weed selling, crack dealing, dope slinging...I'll stop there. I think the only thing I aint do is sell my pussy or kill a man...A Harlem Nigga Ruined My Life! (Life, being the time at that moment cuz Life great now)
Even now on a lonely night one of these old drunk assholes will come say sum shit like,"Let me do you in your butt." This is why I dont date Harlem niggas (you always remember your first 2 lhoodmao). Not to mention the fact he was 26 and I was 14.
I aint never raising a daughter in this bitch.

Good Times. Good Night.

So last night I was surfing the idiot box and Janet Jackson was on CNN. She was beautiful, her arms did look a little chunky though. But I was looking at her face and she was void of all emotion. It was like she was soul less. It kinda made me sad. When they ran her clips of work passed she only smiled at the clips of her youth.
JJ usually on her smiley but after that bizness @ the Superbowl her grill been looking crazy. Hopefully her new album Discipline will get sum Velvet Rope love as opposed to 20 yo love. We will see.
I love JJ yo. Good Times. Different Strokes. Rhythm Nation. Poetic Justice. Velvet Rope. Scream. She kills it. I even liked her in that Tyler Perry movie. Her determination is ill. I love that. A black woman wid strength and elegance. Humble and bright.
My mom used to say I looked like Janet (when I was younger, wid the dimples of course lol) I felt honored. I think that was the day I started to try to dance...terribly.
But anyways kudos to Janet. She is that chick...